For Right NOW....

my credit card bill is stupid.

i want to sign on for another year with americorp and work in RI, i really really do, i just dont know if i can honestly afford it. I miss home, but i miss it enough to just like coming back for visits.

I was in Fitchburg yesterday where i worked out of the studio in FATV to get footage of this United Way event that I filmed. It was so nice working on the footage for a bit, i think that i really like that kind of stuff.Maybe there is a future there. hmmmmm

so i burned the event to a DVD and ran it over to the united way office, i have a video of the Youth Venture portion on my computer and I can NOT WAIT to edit it, its going to be sooo much fun, I am not even embarrassed. I really like this stuff.

I drove from Fitchburg to Troy and had a swap luck with Nada and the ladies - oh how I love them! i got a couple of nice pieces of cloths, had a glass of wine and shared some fun stories

I get to work from home today which is kind of the shit, it 73 degrees, going to be 80 later on the weekend.

Looks like I have to drive back for mothers day brunch next weekend, but as long as i get given gas money than its worth the time since thats really ALL that is important to my Mom and Dad - holiday attendance. (that pisses me off like there is no end) To quote my dad “your mother feels like a failure because you were not at mothers day or her last two birthdays”. how about “wow you moved out of state and we see you at least once a month which is more than we see you when you were living in Troy or going to college, its so nice to see that you like it here so much”